Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

April 3, 2011

Kokoro Ka






I search your words for meanings
Hidden in the day to day
Stories of life you portray for me
Clues to the reasons that inspire your 
Interest when so many options exist
Differences in place, time, idiom
Matter not in context
Of the sentiments you infer
A kindness that causes 
My jaded soul to 
Dare trust again.

The ebb and flow of contact 
Once mercurial over years 
Shifts to a steady rhythmic tide 
As our bonds grow resolute
My thirst for awareness 
Of you is endless
Your belief a gift that
Intensifies my will to
Best the surging waves of doubt.

Seeing myself through your eyes 
Brings a clarity to distorted perceptions
As residual pain slowly wanes
From flowers formed of despair
Petals fall in gentle rains
Dissolving the ghosts of memory that
Deadened all possibility of bliss
Obliging laughter to take their place

As I read the stresses drain away
Your words call out to tell me I'm not alone
Spanning the differences in cultures
The miles and beliefs that could divide us 
Reaching out these words seek to 
Reveal a precious secret 
Nestled safely within a
Fragile sliver of hope
Fashioned into a question

That which I hold in my hand
Is it your heart?





March 4, 2011

Icy Cure for Pain

Hearts keep popping up in the strangest places lately. First in oil, now ice. Is the universe trying to tell me something? Should I bury mine deeper in my sock drawer? Or pull it out, polish it and put it back on display? Still unsure about that. The poem is inspired by the photo, by bits of the past. 


My heart hurt
Heavy with sadness 
I could not dispel
Rarely do I give it
 It wandered of it's own accord
Split it's self between two 
Two who tossed it away 
Without a thought
One used it to wipe away false tears
Restored his treasured conceit 
By stomping it flat
Cruel laughter flowed from the other
Whether oblivious or intentional 
Remained unclear
Miles and language were an excuse
Though not the best
The foolishness 
Was all mine

My heart hurt
Time to hardened it 
Again
Freeze it solid
Tucked it gently 
Firmly 
Into the deep dark
Suspend the river of emotion's flow
Retreat to a superficial life
Hidden from the unknown 
From possibilities
In their world 
Not of it
I am frozen 
Alone.

©Solange Noir 2011